Pay It Forward -Thank God - Dedicated to U if U recieved this . I love you and thank you .

 Yesterday , was a bad day for me . But Thank God , that I  got a good boss like Roger who cared about me . I was depressed yesterday . I requested to leave office earlier .
Then I cant any taxi .But one white colored Taxi Mercendez Benz uncle placed BUSY .But he asked me where are u going as he wind down his window pane.
I wept  and said ," Going to Hougang ." And he  say ,"drop in !"
I was crying non stop . He tried very hard to distract me from crying .
He asked why I am upset ? I share bit and pieces from the air.
I said ," How Ugly and fat ass I am ? " That why Boys doesnt want me .
He told me," You are beautiful . You just need to make up wear nice clothing . Even Fat people have hubby .Gal don't think about that ."

But when I reach my home, I gave him 10 dollar .He said ," No , Gal , I give u a free ride . And U just promise me you will be safe and dont think of committing sucide ."
 Yes . Indeed I thought to end my pathetic life .But I dun know everytime it didnt end . SO I should PRAISE that I am alive .

Thank God for Gill , Michelle Tang who always read my mails(SHould be all) and pray for me , and answer my email .

I thank God for  Preacher Michelle Tang who was patient sms me . She did alot.

I also Thank God for Liphong who called me in midst his busy working schedule .Getting back to me was very appreciative especially he called me back . I need a voice to calm me.

I also thank Jay who sms me to encourage me .

And I thank God Roger today said he had talk with her for me . And things will be well ."

I thank God I had good bosses .

I thank God for mum and dad .

Thank God that I swallow sleeping pills and cocktails of rubbish pills. I didnt die .

Thank God for giving me a chance  I still can take care of Lucky

Thank God for letting me live..

Sorry God I was impatient , Sorry God I forget about the love you had for me .

Thank God that I still have my job
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Thank God I am writing all these .

Thank God for the kind taxi driver who encourage me and didn't accept the taxi fare and keep encouraging me .

Thank God Aunty keep sayang me . She tell me ,"NO CRY ." DUN LET GOD know you want to die. You cannot pray God let me die . Dun cry anymore . " And she kept hugging me .


Thank God for bringing angels in midst of men to me .


Now song

Corrinne May Angel In Disguise - Dedicated to 

ALL I THANK FOR

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