Pay It Forward -Thank God - Dedicated to U if U recieved this . I love you and thank you .

 Yesterday , was a bad day for me . But Thank God , that I  got a good boss like Roger who cared about me . I was depressed yesterday . I requested to leave office earlier .
Then I cant any taxi .But one white colored Taxi Mercendez Benz uncle placed BUSY .But he asked me where are u going as he wind down his window pane.
I wept  and said ," Going to Hougang ." And he  say ,"drop in !"
I was crying non stop . He tried very hard to distract me from crying .
He asked why I am upset ? I share bit and pieces from the air.
I said ," How Ugly and fat ass I am ? " That why Boys doesnt want me .
He told me," You are beautiful . You just need to make up wear nice clothing . Even Fat people have hubby .Gal don't think about that ."

But when I reach my home, I gave him 10 dollar .He said ," No , Gal , I give u a free ride . And U just promise me you will be safe and dont think of committing sucide ."
 Yes . Indeed I thought to end my pathetic life .But I dun know everytime it didnt end . SO I should PRAISE that I am alive .

Thank God for Gill , Michelle Tang who always read my mails(SHould be all) and pray for me , and answer my email .

I thank God for  Preacher Michelle Tang who was patient sms me . She did alot.

I also Thank God for Liphong who called me in midst his busy working schedule .Getting back to me was very appreciative especially he called me back . I need a voice to calm me.

I also thank Jay who sms me to encourage me .

And I thank God Roger today said he had talk with her for me . And things will be well ."

I thank God I had good bosses .

I thank God for mum and dad .

Thank God that I swallow sleeping pills and cocktails of rubbish pills. I didnt die .

Thank God for giving me a chance  I still can take care of Lucky

Thank God for letting me live..

Sorry God I was impatient , Sorry God I forget about the love you had for me .

Thank God that I still have my job
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Thank God I am writing all these .

Thank God for the kind taxi driver who encourage me and didn't accept the taxi fare and keep encouraging me .

Thank God Aunty keep sayang me . She tell me ,"NO CRY ." DUN LET GOD know you want to die. You cannot pray God let me die . Dun cry anymore . " And she kept hugging me .


Thank God for bringing angels in midst of men to me .


Now song

Corrinne May Angel In Disguise - Dedicated to 

ALL I THANK FOR

http://youtu.be/WNYa5YTRNGY

Affirmation for Work

Affirmation for Work

Affirmation for Work

I am in perfect harmony with my work environment and everyone in it.

I always work in harmonious surroundings

I honour and respect each person, and they in turn honour and respect me.

I bless this situation with love and know that it works out the best for everyone concerned.

I bless myself with love and release myself to my highest good.

I bless this job and I now accepting a wonderful new opportunity

I am totally adequate for all situations.

I centre myself in safety and accept perfection of life .All is well.

It is my mind that creates my experience; I am unlimited in my abilities to create good in my life.

I know I am worthwhile. It is safe for me to succeed life love me.

I enjoy the work I do and the people I work with.

I always relaxed at work.

My work is recognized by everyone

I turn every experience into an opportunity

Everything I touch is success.

New Doors are opening all the time

I am open and receptive to new avenues of income

I give myself permission to be creatively fulfilled

I am one with life, and all of my life loves and supports me .Therefore I claim the best creative self expression possible. My work environment is deeply fulfilling to me. I am loved and appreciated and respected. I am not my parents nor do I duplicate their work experience patterns. I am my own unique self and I choose to do work that bring me even more satisfaction than money .Work is now a joy for me .This is the truth of my being .And I accept it so. All is well in my working world

We are here to learn something new. Put energy what we can of ourselves,No good beating ourselves up what we don’t know , it much good to put energy into learning what we can do about ourselves ,seeing what we need to dissolve.